i just woke up .
this morning 5am went tc for a short studying with vinxern.
7 come back sleep untill now.
but.. i cant sleep >.<
this morning . i received sy goodbye message .
she go for outstation.
i have been think whole morning
how can i life without my dear in the few days dear go for ur trip ?
i'll miss u badly and even more badly i cant imagine :(
bcuz. you're my everything now.
loving u just like breath,i nid breath to life, and so that i nid you to life.
in the other meaning, i nid breath every second every moment..
and so that i love u_i miss u every second every moment..
the few days dear traveling must remember this few things.


1. miss bii every second.
2.put your bii in 1st when do anythings.
3.if on facebook plz update ur status and tell bii your situation.and also some sweet things to bii on my facebook wall . .ok ? hehe
4.must drink alots of water althought your bii is not beside you to force you do it :X
5.must take good care and don't simply walk at there without your parent , or else i'll worry you.
6.love me every second :D
7.when got chance to on your msn , please ~ please 1st thing is to find me :P
8.when got chance to webcam , tell me also ! i willing take time to webcam to dear althought that might be a busy time for bii to rush up my school work .


i knw im very fan right ? sorry dear because i love you so muchs :X
haha. dear... don't leave me ..
i will not to leave you untill the last breath of me ..
you're my everything.. i'm also willing to be your everything ..
worry you .. caring you.. loving you.. missing you.. teaching you..
thiis all is apart of my life ..
please. don't change my life owhh ~ love you dear...
appreaciate this post ~ i use all my heart to write for you .
dear tan chee yen laopo :D ! i love you so muchss ~
muacksss~~~

dear . you know .
got somethings really fucking mind in my heart .
always your friends althought is boy , when they be with you ,you will just nothing.
but when me be with you.you need to so afraid bout your family or relatives?
i really hate when you don't border me and you told me relative shop or wad .
but when i see there are no people .
and your parents call you, you can stop me to talking , but ask SHIAN to fetch you back .
what the F . your family really like him than me right ?
so avoid me right ? i really doubt that after i get license can fetch you or not .
or else you'll call me stop the road behind your house and say scare your parents see me .
if this really happen , i rather go die.
i either be your friend like shian .
so damm beh song .
i look like a thief and when be with you will scare about the police.
you get what i mean ?
if i'm you, i will tell my parents nicely that i'm nothing or explain all to them.
at least better than now ..
i hate to 鬼鬼祟祟 .
maybe you'll said i duno to care about you . or ti liang you ..
but sometimes really safe can please you don't leave me alone ?
this is because i love you only i hate all of this .
i dont hope it'll happen again ..
really sad . and i duno what to do . :"(