actually at 1st i relly dun mind u chat with him . but since that time u at hongkong i know that happen . i really freaking mind . i mind u fall in love with him . i mind everything you with him althought just fren chat . just only wad u doing or wad other no point de chat i mind really ! bcuz i sked lost u very muchs! you tried before alone crying under the blanket almost 1 hour? no one comfort. the wu zhu feeling i really sked. i duno how deccribe the feeling ..now i just wan u dunwan chat with him only ma.. really so harD? seems like everytime u chat with him . i duno why , really once i know you chat with him .. those imy in my mind.. those shian chase you or wad de time in my mind . so badly . it hurt me always! once i know then i sure get hurt ! i hope i wont also ! i hope i will not so zhi zhuo in this also. but i can't . if i could it wont be like this . i too love you . i too sked to lost you . i can listen wad u said . and why not you ? just now once i saw ur msg that not willing make me sad and wont chat with him those chat like u chatting always i damm happy u noe ? you can feel it how muchs i love you how muchs my hapinness how much heng fan to me just now right ? i really thought everything will be happy start now and i really thought i wont hurt again .. but no longer u told me chat with him again . i mind! bu shi bu ti liang ni. is i got those kong ju gan u noe ? you so love me i know but i tell dear here , i more and more love u ! when u chat with him i think dao those time i cry under the blanket . those scary hurt feel i can't forget ! i duno why i love you so damm over and muchs . i hope you can feel it. and i mind u chat with him the most . no doubt i can't accept .. :'( i can't know myself also .. if you really think dat u like to chat with him and cant do wad as u said or i said just now .. just do it . maybe i just hurt myself .. and keep in my heart .. and i more hurt when you said ur love to me decrease... you lie me that time , i swear i no , i dint have one moment that think i love you less. really . because i too love you . i wont love you less ! but .. haihz . that all. dear if really wana chat with him just tell me . and i will keep my feel in my heart .. and let you be happy .. and let you wont love me less.. i love u forever and ever .. i hope i'll be happy start now ~ T^T

笨蛋老婆~

老公无端端看到老婆那么乖~

真的很开心！！！！呵呵·

还有记得不能只是说说罢了哦~

我不要再睡不着了~

呵呵！~

宝贝！~老公答应你！！~

我会超级超级超级超级珍惜你爱护你！！

永远永远要你在我身边哦~呵呵~

宝贝我只属于你丫~！！！

muackss...

sweet heart! i love u !＝Ｄ

very sad la . zzzzzzzz

i can't feel anything.

you don't know how muchs i love you .

so i gonna tell you ..

i love you .. more than .. everything that you thinking in your mind..

hope you'll feel it ..

and dear...

prove and show you bii !

heheh ~ okay ??

i love u !

love u !

dear.
as i promised you don't eat maggie ~
then bii just now cook burger myself wohh ~
hehe ~ but the oil heat my hand :'(
dear.. i miss you so muchs yerr~ !
aiks.. now is 12am and 18-09-10
bii go sleep and wait dear tmr come back okay ??
love you forever owhh baobei ~ muacks..
and dear.. bii tmr morning got ttn arh =(
ish . bii nid u so muchs ~ :'(
night baobei laopor. wo ai ni

dear faster come back na

dear.. you last msg to me is"bii i going to disney later o"
:'(
dear .. when you back worh?
today bii wake up at 9am ..
then all of them come my house meeting..
i keng so muchs gai with dolphin owhh ~
dear.. i miss you so muchs..
and 4sumthings garee fetch me go cut hair..
then at home till now le.. dear..
i love you ..
faster come back arhh . bii need so much muchs! !!
ishh >.<
langsung duno dear's situation now :'(

laoporr.

i hope you receive my msg :'(

mwacks.. love you .

dear i love u

忘了是怎么开始 
也许就是对你 
有一种感觉 
忽然间发现自己 
已深深爱上你 
真的很简单 
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 
是是非非无法决择 
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 
那个疯狂的人是我 
喔...... 
i love you 
无法不爱你 
baby 
说你也爱我 
i love you 
永远不愿意 
baby 
失去你 
不可能更快乐 
只要能在一起 
做什么都可以 
虽然世界变个不停 
用最真诚的心 
让爱变得简单 
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 
是是非非无法决择 
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 
那个疯狂的人是我 
喔...... 
i love you  
一直在这里 
baby 
一直在爱你 
i love you yes i do 
永远都不放弃 
这爱你的权利 
如果你还有一些困惑 
oh no 
请贴着我的心倾听 
听我说着爱你 
yes i do 
come on now 
i love you yes i do 
一直在这里 
baby 
一直在爱你 
i love you  
永远都不放弃 
这爱你的权利 

dear.. this is wbat i want to tell you now..

dont leave me.

and i'll remain like now forver ..

i wan you be my wife..

and be my listener always..

dear... love you never change in my life :D

hope you too ..

and i'll sing this song for you soon !ｍｕａｃｋｓ

爱死你了老婆

辛苦...

aikss..

dearr

dear i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

just finish all the side about disneyland..

dear sure enjoy so muchs there..

and last night i viewed peak hill also :(

i wish i could by your side when you're at the hill :'(
dear.. i love you=(

please don't leave me owhh :D muacks..

i know .

good night :'(

haihz .

我希望你能只陪着我~

不被其他东西打扰...

但是就是不能哦？

每次和你谈天就一定被别的东西打扰着~

而我就是一直把视线放在》》》

等了等。。还是很迟才可以收到你的回信~

说真的，你在那边的每一天...我去到哪里都只有看着fb inbox有没有增加信息...

连我补着习都一直在refresh那个电话~

唯独期望看到你的信息~

就是不明白...i send so muchs for you you reply so less for me :'(

and can't only accom me? but why i can??

izit im important? my heart miss you untill very suffer :'(

why can't accompany me? aikss...

this eight days i duno drops how many times my tears :'(

really suffer....

and i really know you're tired and im also :(

but i don't think chat with you will make me really tired..

or tired till wad also can't reply and late reply ?

aiks.. sad

miss u like hell！

这种感觉很奇怪 =(

i never had this feeling before =(

dear...

i miss u ..

i don't know how to decribe miss and love to you ..

but i do prove to you ..

dear you try before miss someone until tears drop from eyes?

the 1st try for me is today :'(

i miss you so muchss.

i can't even imagine that the life without you dear..aikss..

很辛苦=(

老婆快点回到老公身边=(

dear...

where have u go ahh ??

why no morning msg to bii ?

miss you like hell =(

aikss..

muackss

laopo ahh laopo..

laogong damm miss you ..

ehhee lame hor bii always said miss you :'(

but i can't prevent from writting this :X

dear..

come back must hug bii hard hard ahh !!

rmb !! kenot forget this !!

muacks.... love seii u :'(

laoopoorr

老婆。

现在我的脑里...

除了想你和爱你...

就没别的了~

haihz good night .

dear...

i know my fault le.

i should not go out so late ..

made my baobei worry le whole day :'(

sorry ~ dear... don't angry le okay ?

bii sayang arhh . and before go shen zhen must send a message long abit to bii arhh..

i scared bii will very sad after dear go there:'(

and bii tomorrow guai guai stay home whole day arhh ~

no worry laopor... and dear...rmb drink water...

tell dear something good, bii everyday hugging the bottle dear gave bii..

and i drink 4 full bottle everyday ler ~ geng ont ??

heheh~ wait dear come back praise and sayang bii okay ~?
dear.. i love you forever owrhhh~

dun leave and angry bii !

i wun leave my love one also !

forever and ever!!! no worry my sweet heart ! xD

muacks... miss you alwayss...

tears's wrote by kayc , your sweet heart bii !

muackss~

老婆～

想念你...爱着你...已成了我生活的一部分～

=(

老公爱你哦～～～

aiks...

boreddd

dear................

biiii......

missssss ......

you.......

sooo............

badly...........................

day 4~

awwwwww..

dear....

bii so happy today ...

because chat with you alots~

hehe~ still got four days to go arhh :X

miss you alots my dear..

btw, do everything also must take care okayy ??

bii wait you here.

and i'll guai guai ! xP

mwuackss~

laoporr.. now is 1.42am owhh ~

how r u thr??

xixi ~ love sei nei le ~

laopooor..

waiting ur diary :X hhehe~

muackss,

dear man man take ur dinner..

bii going out for dinner also :D

muacks..

laopor you're mine forever ! hehe

dear . bii miss you so muchs. can every msg send to bii is long de marh ? i miss the 1st msg received from dear just now . so damm sweet . and dear.. duno why once i think dao yesterday de thing i feel so worry .. so .. duno how say ... i knew dear promised bii not to hurt me anymore.. dear.. pleasee.. really really dun hurt me le.. my heart was weak . :'( and plus im not the past's kayc. i'm a kayc who love her girl deeply you know . =( dear i very scare you will hurt me and lie me again :'( haih ... and im miss you like hell .. my heart suan daoo.... even writing this msg my tears is in my eye =( dear. please not to hurt me, lie me , leave me again :'( muacks... online must message bii ! dear, bii love you never change. almost half year together le.. dear must be confident with bii right ? and this is last chance i give dear :'( dear i love u forever !

=(

dear. why suddenly no reply le owhh?

i miss you badly :'(

and dear.. bii also scared you will leave me..

how ??? :'(

老婆.

现在是十点半早上～

我刚起身哦～

干嘛昨晚无端端什么都不回我～

然后就下线哦？

担心死老公=(

我很想你哦！！

辛苦～～～

=(

dear.. almost 4am le . you still havent online.

i duno why :'(

haihz.

wad can i say is i love u miss u !

good night ! if online then tell ur fren call bii !

muacks

why so late still don't on your msn yett ?

i miss you dear

3.30am now :'(

老婆· :'(

老婆我等你等到好辛苦～

每分每秒都那么想念你～

你感觉到吗？

分隔两地的我们～时间很难过～

今天，我真的哭到泪干了～

可说是人生第一次吧～

就是因为你这的傻猪～

为什么你要骗我？

可以认认真真答应我不再骗我吗？

可以不要再让我看到他的信息吗？

我超级不喜欢～

经过今天后我更加更加讨厌～

不要让老公心疼了可以么？

我只想和你两个人过着小小幸福的日子～

不要再让我难过了～

现在是三点～

是你告诉我等你...

刚才谈到一半什么都没回我就直接下线了～

=( 不过我还在等你～

因为...我要把握能和老婆谈天的机会～

唉～

老婆，你老公很注重这段恋情～

我会尽我所能去实现forever这个字～

我希望你也是～还有，其他女子在我眼中根本不是什么～

老婆不用担心我会爱上或变心～

因为我已经变不到心了～

被老婆拿走了～

我爱你～

我也希望老婆也一样～

会永远的爱着我这个老公～

还有，我告诉老婆...

你是我最深爱的女人～

世界上没人能代替你了～

不要再让老公流泪哦～

我很害怕今天会重演～

唉～

不过～我信老婆最后一次～

我爱你～

dear i waiting you to on msn . why suddenly off without reply me one wordd??

sadd . i miss you so damm muchs . aikss!

full of sadness

sy keep comfort and advice not to scold you.

but i really dont want to scold you .

think back what you do for me i really hurt .

LIE ! <>

lie me bcuz silly thing nvm.

u lie me sms with a ppl i dun like to chat .

u said no with other but just with me , but do you feel no fault after said dat ?

you noe last night i 5++ only slp 7 wake up eat and rush to ttn ?

you know why ? because i super bu guan without you accompany me.

my mind keeping on telling me sunday will reach soon .

but today i knew sumthing bad.

it hurt me like... like .. i think nothing describe the hurt on me .

i cry alone in the room .

i 1st time cry so hardly you know ?

i think when i growth is the 1st time i cry hardly and just now was the second time.

i duno why i will cry like this. if let other noe i cry like that i think it's very shame .

but i realize that i love you deeply .

my deeply not a word can describe..

but i will use my life to describe ..

i said don't like you sms with him you still do it .

okay fine . if you saw this i think i wont angry you and i try to forget this .

i hope .. i really hope you wont chat with him le.

because what he wrote what he sent to you made me feel very unsafe you know??

i afraid one day my girl will rape by someone . i want you by myside always.

after be with you i less chat with girl . and i wont lie you ..

but why you still kenot do the same thing with me ?

once you reach kuantan maybe is the time celebrate your bii birthday .

so i just will say you and after you view this post , i hope dear will know what to do .

i really mind it i tell you . i don't want see his message le .

this is what my feeling . i hate argue with dear also .

A believe between us i don't hope got any lie .

from now on . please honest to me and respect to me.

don't do what ur bii don't like.

bcuz what you do is always in my heart .

i love you forever dear. plz do wad i wan you to be .

i will also ..

dont try to hurt me again ...

cry alone is suffer . i dunwan try it anymore .

plus that time i need a shoulder freaking much but so sad.

the one time i holding is just your"neck tie" because it is only the thing let me feel your smell ..and your everything ...

please.. dear... a true love wont have lie..

dont lie me again and dun do those i call you not to do again .

i love you . im waiting you badly here :'(

i miss you ... =( aikss.

mwackss... i wont scold you but i tell dear in the proper way here.

respect ..

and appreciate :"(

i don't want lost you in my life anymore..

dear i love you never end !

i still record video to you before i sleep :'(

why you want lie me?

一次又一次～
很心痛！！！！

i crying hardly now you know ?

you just enjoying there.

did you know my feeling now ?

i need a shoulder !!!

you hurt me so bad !

if can i duwan you contact with him!

you made me dun belive you and him !

you know wad i saw just now !?
i saw your msg in shian phone!
i saw he write miss you .
i saw when the time u tell me din msg with other but u msg with him
i saw the time i slp u sawid write blog for me but u still msging him!
what the fuck ! my heart fucking pain now !
can i die ????????
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont update for u anymore !

day1

dear.. i miss you so much ..

since you depart to there..

i can't stop miss you ..

dear.. today whole day with my friends. at home only .

night go xia tc.. and do nothing...

dear.. take care okay !~ bii sleep now owhh ~

muackss~~

dear....tomorrow want go for your trip le..

i got to face this thing~

hmm. dun worry kay bii will guai guai de~

i wait dear come back ! remember bring lots thing to bii ahh ! muahahah~

dear... rmb not to gap zai ahh ! blekk !

i love you ~ muackss..

bii will always on msn wait dear dear de ! :D

hehe ~ miss you every second laopor :PP

and..

remember the rules bii wrote for you !

older post there! must do ..

if not bii dunwan choi u le :P muackss~

dear . are you love me less ?
=(((((

sad ~!



aiks.


if not can you prove that you love me more?
why i cant feel the feel like last time . haih.
and i do proved you i love me more everyday .
but ...
haihz .