full of sadness

sy keep comfort and advice not to scold you.

but i really dont want to scold you .

think back what you do for me i really hurt .

LIE ! <>

lie me bcuz silly thing nvm.

u lie me sms with a ppl i dun like to chat .

u said no with other but just with me , but do you feel no fault after said dat ?

you noe last night i 5++ only slp 7 wake up eat and rush to ttn ?

you know why ? because i super bu guan without you accompany me.

my mind keeping on telling me sunday will reach soon .

but today i knew sumthing bad.

it hurt me like... like .. i think nothing describe the hurt on me .

i cry alone in the room .

i 1st time cry so hardly you know ?

i think when i growth is the 1st time i cry hardly and just now was the second time.

i duno why i will cry like this. if let other noe i cry like that i think it's very shame .

but i realize that i love you deeply .

my deeply not a word can describe..

but i will use my life to describe ..

i said don't like you sms with him you still do it .

okay fine . if you saw this i think i wont angry you and i try to forget this .

i hope .. i really hope you wont chat with him le.

because what he wrote what he sent to you made me feel very unsafe you know??

i afraid one day my girl will rape by someone . i want you by myside always.

after be with you i less chat with girl . and i wont lie you ..

but why you still kenot do the same thing with me ?

once you reach kuantan maybe is the time celebrate your bii birthday .

so i just will say you and after you view this post , i hope dear will know what to do .

i really mind it i tell you . i don't want see his message le .

this is what my feeling . i hate argue with dear also .

A believe between us i don't hope got any lie .

from now on . please honest to me and respect to me.

don't do what ur bii don't like.

bcuz what you do is always in my heart .

i love you forever dear. plz do wad i wan you to be .

i will also ..

dont try to hurt me again ...

cry alone is suffer . i dunwan try it anymore .

plus that time i need a shoulder freaking much but so sad.

the one time i holding is just your"neck tie" because it is only the thing let me feel your smell ..and your everything ...

please.. dear... a true love wont have lie..

dont lie me again and dun do those i call you not to do again .

i love you . im waiting you badly here :'(

i miss you ... =( aikss.

mwackss... i wont scold you but i tell dear in the proper way here.

respect ..

and appreciate :"(

i don't want lost you in my life anymore..

dear i love you never end !