actually at 1st i relly dun mind u chat with him . but since that time u at hongkong i know that happen . i really freaking mind . i mind u fall in love with him . i mind everything you with him althought just fren chat . just only wad u doing or wad other no point de chat i mind really ! bcuz i sked lost u very muchs! you tried before alone crying under the blanket almost 1 hour? no one comfort. the wu zhu feeling i really sked. i duno how deccribe the feeling ..now i just wan u dunwan chat with him only ma.. really so harD? seems like everytime u chat with him . i duno why , really once i know you chat with him .. those imy in my mind.. those shian chase you or wad de time in my mind . so badly . it hurt me always! once i know then i sure get hurt ! i hope i wont also ! i hope i will not so zhi zhuo in this also. but i can't . if i could it wont be like this . i too love you . i too sked to lost you . i can listen wad u said . and why not you ? just now once i saw ur msg that not willing make me sad and wont chat with him those chat like u chatting always i damm happy u noe ? you can feel it how muchs i love you how muchs my hapinness how much heng fan to me just now right ? i really thought everything will be happy start now and i really thought i wont hurt again .. but no longer u told me chat with him again . i mind! bu shi bu ti liang ni. is i got those kong ju gan u noe ? you so love me i know but i tell dear here , i more and more love u ! when u chat with him i think dao those time i cry under the blanket . those scary hurt feel i can't forget ! i duno why i love you so damm over and muchs . i hope you can feel it. and i mind u chat with him the most . no doubt i can't accept .. :'( i can't know myself also .. if you really think dat u like to chat with him and cant do wad as u said or i said just now .. just do it . maybe i just hurt myself .. and keep in my heart .. and i more hurt when you said ur love to me decrease... you lie me that time , i swear i no , i dint have one moment that think i love you less. really . because i too love you . i wont love you less ! but .. haihz . that all. dear if really wana chat with him just tell me . and i will keep my feel in my heart .. and let you be happy .. and let you wont love me less.. i love u forever and ever .. i hope i'll be happy start now ~ T^T