today is 20102010.. time 11.35am.
long time din upload this blog dy . dear. u also =(
now is the time waiting you to wake up from bed..
i miss u badly..
dear,after i get my license can you promised me to out with me but not with any reason to reject me?
im so disappointed everytime u reject me..
maybe is the time let me simply think..
i feel you not really care me..or ..
just like.. normal couple if parents not allow they will tell that out with frens..
but dear why can't you say the same thing? sumtime i relly nid u very muchs =(
i dunno why i like to think so muchs. i asked my fren, they say i too over caring and loving u ..
then i asked also is't good or bad thing they anwsered me half half@@
aiks..
next year i go Kl ..
i really afraid will not suit the life without you every morning =(
afraid evrything about us=(aiks,.
dear... i swear, i first time care a love like this.
and it'll also the last time ! i love you ..
dear can u change wad i said at top ??:(
i duwan the feeling like ...u care frens more than me :(
yesterday once u go in the car i thought why u din call me park beside ur house...
cai zhi dao u think i'm garee=(
i feel if u know earlier is me sure i can't go infront ur home..
haihz. nvm la.....
dear... i just wan tell you ...
i love u always ...
i angry you because i love u ..
i think much because i care you !
i worry that much because i scared to lost you .
you're my sweet heart always ..
love you wont change!

actually at 1st i relly dun mind u chat with him . but since that time u at hongkong i know that happen . i really freaking mind . i mind u fall in love with him . i mind everything you with him althought just fren chat . just only wad u doing or wad other no point de chat i mind really ! bcuz i sked lost u very muchs! you tried before alone crying under the blanket almost 1 hour? no one comfort. the wu zhu feeling i really sked. i duno how deccribe the feeling ..now i just wan u dunwan chat with him only ma.. really so harD? seems like everytime u chat with him . i duno why , really once i know you chat with him .. those imy in my mind.. those shian chase you or wad de time in my mind . so badly . it hurt me always! once i know then i sure get hurt ! i hope i wont also ! i hope i will not so zhi zhuo in this also. but i can't . if i could it wont be like this . i too love you . i too sked to lost you . i can listen wad u said . and why not you ? just now once i saw ur msg that not willing make me sad and wont chat with him those chat like u chatting always i damm happy u noe ? you can feel it how muchs i love you how muchs my hapinness how much heng fan to me just now right ? i really thought everything will be happy start now and i really thought i wont hurt again .. but no longer u told me chat with him again . i mind! bu shi bu ti liang ni. is i got those kong ju gan u noe ? you so love me i know but i tell dear here , i more and more love u ! when u chat with him i think dao those time i cry under the blanket . those scary hurt feel i can't forget ! i duno why i love you so damm over and muchs . i hope you can feel it. and i mind u chat with him the most . no doubt i can't accept .. :'( i can't know myself also .. if you really think dat u like to chat with him and cant do wad as u said or i said just now .. just do it . maybe i just hurt myself .. and keep in my heart .. and i more hurt when you said ur love to me decrease... you lie me that time , i swear i no , i dint have one moment that think i love you less. really . because i too love you . i wont love you less ! but .. haihz . that all. dear if really wana chat with him just tell me . and i will keep my feel in my heart .. and let you be happy .. and let you wont love me less.. i love u forever and ever .. i hope i'll be happy start now ~ T^T

笨蛋老婆~

老公无端端看到老婆那么乖~

真的很开心！！！！呵呵·

还有记得不能只是说说罢了哦~

我不要再睡不着了~

呵呵！~

宝贝！~老公答应你！！~

我会超级超级超级超级珍惜你爱护你！！

永远永远要你在我身边哦~呵呵~

宝贝我只属于你丫~！！！

muackss...

sweet heart! i love u !＝Ｄ

very sad la . zzzzzzzz

i can't feel anything.

you don't know how muchs i love you .

so i gonna tell you ..

i love you .. more than .. everything that you thinking in your mind..

hope you'll feel it ..

and dear...

prove and show you bii !

heheh ~ okay ??

i love u !

love u !

dear.
as i promised you don't eat maggie ~
then bii just now cook burger myself wohh ~
hehe ~ but the oil heat my hand :'(
dear.. i miss you so muchs yerr~ !
aiks.. now is 12am and 18-09-10
bii go sleep and wait dear tmr come back okay ??
love you forever owhh baobei ~ muacks..
and dear.. bii tmr morning got ttn arh =(
ish . bii nid u so muchs ~ :'(
night baobei laopor. wo ai ni

dear faster come back na

dear.. you last msg to me is"bii i going to disney later o"
:'(
dear .. when you back worh?
today bii wake up at 9am ..
then all of them come my house meeting..
i keng so muchs gai with dolphin owhh ~
dear.. i miss you so muchs..
and 4sumthings garee fetch me go cut hair..
then at home till now le.. dear..
i love you ..
faster come back arhh . bii need so much muchs! !!
ishh >.<
langsung duno dear's situation now :'(

laoporr.

i hope you receive my msg :'(

mwacks.. love you .

dear i love u

忘了是怎么开始 
也许就是对你 
有一种感觉 
忽然间发现自己 
已深深爱上你 
真的很简单 
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 
是是非非无法决择 
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 
那个疯狂的人是我 
喔...... 
i love you 
无法不爱你 
baby 
说你也爱我 
i love you 
永远不愿意 
baby 
失去你 
不可能更快乐 
只要能在一起 
做什么都可以 
虽然世界变个不停 
用最真诚的心 
让爱变得简单 
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 
是是非非无法决择 
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 
那个疯狂的人是我 
喔...... 
i love you  
一直在这里 
baby 
一直在爱你 
i love you yes i do 
永远都不放弃 
这爱你的权利 
如果你还有一些困惑 
oh no 
请贴着我的心倾听 
听我说着爱你 
yes i do 
come on now 
i love you yes i do 
一直在这里 
baby 
一直在爱你 
i love you  
永远都不放弃 
这爱你的权利 

dear.. this is wbat i want to tell you now..

dont leave me.

and i'll remain like now forver ..

i wan you be my wife..

and be my listener always..

dear... love you never change in my life :D

hope you too ..

and i'll sing this song for you soon !ｍｕａｃｋｓ

爱死你了老婆

辛苦...

aikss..

dearr

dear i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

just finish all the side about disneyland..

dear sure enjoy so muchs there..

and last night i viewed peak hill also :(

i wish i could by your side when you're at the hill :'(
dear.. i love you=(

please don't leave me owhh :D muacks..

i know .

good night :'(

haihz .

我希望你能只陪着我~

不被其他东西打扰...

但是就是不能哦？

每次和你谈天就一定被别的东西打扰着~

而我就是一直把视线放在》》》

等了等。。还是很迟才可以收到你的回信~

说真的，你在那边的每一天...我去到哪里都只有看着fb inbox有没有增加信息...

连我补着习都一直在refresh那个电话~

唯独期望看到你的信息~

就是不明白...i send so muchs for you you reply so less for me :'(

and can't only accom me? but why i can??

izit im important? my heart miss you untill very suffer :'(

why can't accompany me? aikss...

this eight days i duno drops how many times my tears :'(

really suffer....

and i really know you're tired and im also :(

but i don't think chat with you will make me really tired..

or tired till wad also can't reply and late reply ?

aiks.. sad

miss u like hell！

这种感觉很奇怪 =(

i never had this feeling before =(

dear...

i miss u ..

i don't know how to decribe miss and love to you ..

but i do prove to you ..

dear you try before miss someone until tears drop from eyes?

the 1st try for me is today :'(

i miss you so muchss.

i can't even imagine that the life without you dear..aikss..

很辛苦=(

老婆快点回到老公身边=(

dear...

where have u go ahh ??

why no morning msg to bii ?

miss you like hell =(

aikss..

muackss

laopo ahh laopo..

laogong damm miss you ..

ehhee lame hor bii always said miss you :'(

but i can't prevent from writting this :X

dear..

come back must hug bii hard hard ahh !!

rmb !! kenot forget this !!

muacks.... love seii u :'(

laoopoorr

老婆。

现在我的脑里...

除了想你和爱你...

就没别的了~

haihz good night .

dear...

i know my fault le.

i should not go out so late ..

made my baobei worry le whole day :'(

sorry ~ dear... don't angry le okay ?

bii sayang arhh . and before go shen zhen must send a message long abit to bii arhh..

i scared bii will very sad after dear go there:'(

and bii tomorrow guai guai stay home whole day arhh ~

no worry laopor... and dear...rmb drink water...

tell dear something good, bii everyday hugging the bottle dear gave bii..

and i drink 4 full bottle everyday ler ~ geng ont ??

heheh~ wait dear come back praise and sayang bii okay ~?
dear.. i love you forever owrhhh~

dun leave and angry bii !

i wun leave my love one also !

forever and ever!!! no worry my sweet heart ! xD

muacks... miss you alwayss...

tears's wrote by kayc , your sweet heart bii !

muackss~

老婆～

想念你...爱着你...已成了我生活的一部分～

=(

老公爱你哦～～～

aiks...

boreddd

dear................

biiii......

missssss ......

you.......

sooo............

badly...........................

day 4~

awwwwww..

dear....

bii so happy today ...

because chat with you alots~

hehe~ still got four days to go arhh :X

miss you alots my dear..

btw, do everything also must take care okayy ??

bii wait you here.

and i'll guai guai ! xP

mwuackss~

laoporr.. now is 1.42am owhh ~

how r u thr??

xixi ~ love sei nei le ~

laopooor..

waiting ur diary :X hhehe~

muackss,

dear man man take ur dinner..

bii going out for dinner also :D

muacks..

laopor you're mine forever ! hehe

dear . bii miss you so muchs. can every msg send to bii is long de marh ? i miss the 1st msg received from dear just now . so damm sweet . and dear.. duno why once i think dao yesterday de thing i feel so worry .. so .. duno how say ... i knew dear promised bii not to hurt me anymore.. dear.. pleasee.. really really dun hurt me le.. my heart was weak . :'( and plus im not the past's kayc. i'm a kayc who love her girl deeply you know . =( dear i very scare you will hurt me and lie me again :'( haih ... and im miss you like hell .. my heart suan daoo.... even writing this msg my tears is in my eye =( dear. please not to hurt me, lie me , leave me again :'( muacks... online must message bii ! dear, bii love you never change. almost half year together le.. dear must be confident with bii right ? and this is last chance i give dear :'( dear i love u forever !

=(

dear. why suddenly no reply le owhh?

i miss you badly :'(

and dear.. bii also scared you will leave me..

how ??? :'(

老婆.

现在是十点半早上～

我刚起身哦～

干嘛昨晚无端端什么都不回我～

然后就下线哦？

担心死老公=(

我很想你哦！！

辛苦～～～

=(

dear.. almost 4am le . you still havent online.

i duno why :'(

haihz.

wad can i say is i love u miss u !

good night ! if online then tell ur fren call bii !

muacks

why so late still don't on your msn yett ?

i miss you dear

3.30am now :'(

老婆· :'(

老婆我等你等到好辛苦～

每分每秒都那么想念你～

你感觉到吗？

分隔两地的我们～时间很难过～

今天，我真的哭到泪干了～

可说是人生第一次吧～

就是因为你这的傻猪～

为什么你要骗我？

可以认认真真答应我不再骗我吗？

可以不要再让我看到他的信息吗？

我超级不喜欢～

经过今天后我更加更加讨厌～

不要让老公心疼了可以么？

我只想和你两个人过着小小幸福的日子～

不要再让我难过了～

现在是三点～

是你告诉我等你...

刚才谈到一半什么都没回我就直接下线了～

=( 不过我还在等你～

因为...我要把握能和老婆谈天的机会～

唉～

老婆，你老公很注重这段恋情～

我会尽我所能去实现forever这个字～

我希望你也是～还有，其他女子在我眼中根本不是什么～

老婆不用担心我会爱上或变心～

因为我已经变不到心了～

被老婆拿走了～

我爱你～

我也希望老婆也一样～

会永远的爱着我这个老公～

还有，我告诉老婆...

你是我最深爱的女人～

世界上没人能代替你了～

不要再让老公流泪哦～

我很害怕今天会重演～

唉～

不过～我信老婆最后一次～

我爱你～

dear i waiting you to on msn . why suddenly off without reply me one wordd??

sadd . i miss you so damm muchs . aikss!

full of sadness

sy keep comfort and advice not to scold you.

but i really dont want to scold you .

think back what you do for me i really hurt .

LIE ! <>

lie me bcuz silly thing nvm.

u lie me sms with a ppl i dun like to chat .

u said no with other but just with me , but do you feel no fault after said dat ?

you noe last night i 5++ only slp 7 wake up eat and rush to ttn ?

you know why ? because i super bu guan without you accompany me.

my mind keeping on telling me sunday will reach soon .

but today i knew sumthing bad.

it hurt me like... like .. i think nothing describe the hurt on me .

i cry alone in the room .

i 1st time cry so hardly you know ?

i think when i growth is the 1st time i cry hardly and just now was the second time.

i duno why i will cry like this. if let other noe i cry like that i think it's very shame .

but i realize that i love you deeply .

my deeply not a word can describe..

but i will use my life to describe ..

i said don't like you sms with him you still do it .

okay fine . if you saw this i think i wont angry you and i try to forget this .

i hope .. i really hope you wont chat with him le.

because what he wrote what he sent to you made me feel very unsafe you know??

i afraid one day my girl will rape by someone . i want you by myside always.

after be with you i less chat with girl . and i wont lie you ..

but why you still kenot do the same thing with me ?

once you reach kuantan maybe is the time celebrate your bii birthday .

so i just will say you and after you view this post , i hope dear will know what to do .

i really mind it i tell you . i don't want see his message le .

this is what my feeling . i hate argue with dear also .

A believe between us i don't hope got any lie .

from now on . please honest to me and respect to me.

don't do what ur bii don't like.

bcuz what you do is always in my heart .

i love you forever dear. plz do wad i wan you to be .

i will also ..

dont try to hurt me again ...

cry alone is suffer . i dunwan try it anymore .

plus that time i need a shoulder freaking much but so sad.

the one time i holding is just your"neck tie" because it is only the thing let me feel your smell ..and your everything ...

please.. dear... a true love wont have lie..

dont lie me again and dun do those i call you not to do again .

i love you . im waiting you badly here :'(

i miss you ... =( aikss.

mwackss... i wont scold you but i tell dear in the proper way here.

respect ..

and appreciate :"(

i don't want lost you in my life anymore..

dear i love you never end !

i still record video to you before i sleep :'(

why you want lie me?

一次又一次～
很心痛！！！！

i crying hardly now you know ?

you just enjoying there.

did you know my feeling now ?

i need a shoulder !!!

you hurt me so bad !

if can i duwan you contact with him!

you made me dun belive you and him !

you know wad i saw just now !?
i saw your msg in shian phone!
i saw he write miss you .
i saw when the time u tell me din msg with other but u msg with him
i saw the time i slp u sawid write blog for me but u still msging him!
what the fuck ! my heart fucking pain now !
can i die ????????
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont update for u anymore !

day1

dear.. i miss you so much ..

since you depart to there..

i can't stop miss you ..

dear.. today whole day with my friends. at home only .

night go xia tc.. and do nothing...

dear.. take care okay !~ bii sleep now owhh ~

muackss~~

dear....tomorrow want go for your trip le..

i got to face this thing~

hmm. dun worry kay bii will guai guai de~

i wait dear come back ! remember bring lots thing to bii ahh ! muahahah~

dear... rmb not to gap zai ahh ! blekk !

i love you ~ muackss..

bii will always on msn wait dear dear de ! :D

hehe ~ miss you every second laopor :PP

and..

remember the rules bii wrote for you !

older post there! must do ..

if not bii dunwan choi u le :P muackss~

dear . are you love me less ?
=(((((

sad ~!



aiks.


if not can you prove that you love me more?
why i cant feel the feel like last time . haih.
and i do proved you i love me more everyday .
but ...
haihz .

i just woke up .
this morning 5am went tc for a short studying with vinxern.
7 come back sleep untill now.
but.. i cant sleep >.<
this morning . i received sy goodbye message .
she go for outstation.
i have been think whole morning
how can i life without my dear in the few days dear go for ur trip ?
i'll miss u badly and even more badly i cant imagine :(
bcuz. you're my everything now.
loving u just like breath,i nid breath to life, and so that i nid you to life.
in the other meaning, i nid breath every second every moment..
and so that i love u_i miss u every second every moment..
the few days dear traveling must remember this few things.


1. miss bii every second.
2.put your bii in 1st when do anythings.
3.if on facebook plz update ur status and tell bii your situation.and also some sweet things to bii on my facebook wall . .ok ? hehe
4.must drink alots of water althought your bii is not beside you to force you do it :X
5.must take good care and don't simply walk at there without your parent , or else i'll worry you.
6.love me every second :D
7.when got chance to on your msn , please ~ please 1st thing is to find me :P
8.when got chance to webcam , tell me also ! i willing take time to webcam to dear althought that might be a busy time for bii to rush up my school work .


i knw im very fan right ? sorry dear because i love you so muchs :X
haha. dear... don't leave me ..
i will not to leave you untill the last breath of me ..
you're my everything.. i'm also willing to be your everything ..
worry you .. caring you.. loving you.. missing you.. teaching you..
thiis all is apart of my life ..
please. don't change my life owhh ~ love you dear...
appreaciate this post ~ i use all my heart to write for you .
dear tan chee yen laopo :D ! i love you so muchss ~
muacksss~~~

dear . you know .
got somethings really fucking mind in my heart .
always your friends althought is boy , when they be with you ,you will just nothing.
but when me be with you.you need to so afraid bout your family or relatives?
i really hate when you don't border me and you told me relative shop or wad .
but when i see there are no people .
and your parents call you, you can stop me to talking , but ask SHIAN to fetch you back .
what the F . your family really like him than me right ?
so avoid me right ? i really doubt that after i get license can fetch you or not .
or else you'll call me stop the road behind your house and say scare your parents see me .
if this really happen , i rather go die.
i either be your friend like shian .
so damm beh song .
i look like a thief and when be with you will scare about the police.
you get what i mean ?
if i'm you, i will tell my parents nicely that i'm nothing or explain all to them.
at least better than now ..
i hate to 鬼鬼祟祟 .
maybe you'll said i duno to care about you . or ti liang you ..
but sometimes really safe can please you don't leave me alone ?
this is because i love you only i hate all of this .
i dont hope it'll happen again ..
really sad . and i duno what to do . :"(

dear :'(

dear.
sorry .
i know im not a good boy friend.
i kenot fetch you here fetch you there.
i know sumtimes i'll hard to control my emotion .
plz give me chance to change ok ?
actually , once dear tell me wan sit shian car back i really unhappy :'(
although he is my best fren .
i know he do ntg to you .
but ..
he did chased you before.
as a boy friend.
i very mind :'(
i mind because i have no afford to do the same thing to you .
and also i'll worry you will think such thing like...
feel regret that last time din choose him or think he is better than me.
haihz .
i knew it .
so sad .
dear if can don't always sit his car ok ?
or really no others way only do that can ?
i noe im selfish .
haihz ...........
dear i love you more than everything.
you know you're the 1st girl friend i control your daily life.
because i know you're really mine.
you really big much different i treat compare to my ex.
i will appreciate you the most okay ?
trust me .
few more month i can do the same things like shian .
wait me ok ?
i love you dear .
and i'll try my attitude dat easy angry on dear :'(
sorry !!

dear .


if situation allow, i want love you forever dear ! mwacks~

because one blog you want argue with me ?
did i angry you because of you dint update your blog ?
must write something in blog only means i love you o?
funny huh ??!! every words in sms not mean i love you ?
every words i talk to you mean nothing ?
i most hate sms untill very good you suddenly find a topic to make us argue .
haihz. why you always spoil my mood when i'm good in mood to chat with you my dear???!
you know sad or not . wth .
i tell you la , my post here not meant by all love to you !
don't worry when i din post here .
i'll also always text you and tell u .
nothing say dy . bye.

dear. sorry last night :'(
because i dint tell dear anything ><
dear promised siak sai u in the camp ok?
i love you so muchs .
enjoy with bii A ! mwackks...

:'(



dear. sorry cause less update this blog :(
dun angry bii lorh .
i love you so muchs .
two month together with you just realize that
you're really a part of my life.
i need you miss you so much .
can't think what will happen on me if i lost you :(
dear. forgive what i done wrong before okay ?
i love you ~ i'll treat you better and better de owh .
and the coming other anniversary will also be with you . mwacks ~<3

dear arh .
start exam lorh .
try best kay ?
i know very hard for ur 1st form4 real exam .
but bii support u always .
i love you .
and sorry dat day jealous o .
bii jealous because i love u so muchs .
i miss you deeply now :(
dear.

mwacks.
i willing to change the past of me .
and together with dear o .
promised dear wont puppy love de.
i wan be your soul mate .
remember dear tell me that you need a soul mate before?
im the one now ❤
mwackS!!

jia you aahh!!

miss =))))

dear. sorry . late night can't accompany you :(
but if really need. dear just call bii anytime.
i willing to wake up accompany you .
i don't want you suffer with those lonely time.
exam reach dy . dear.
+u arhh . mwacks.
and every exam de finish sch pui bii walk out school okay ?
i love you miss you .. mwacks~

dear.

bii really busy to update blog o .

sorry ya .

but

what i can say to you .

is


your bii love you miss you very very muchs.




i love you :D mwackss!

dear



what can i say is love u miss u so damm muchs :D




mwacks!`



one month dy .




i love you . dear!!




hehe~~ siak back you when see you arhh ..




long time no see u ler :(



haih .

dear. just back from yc with you .
really love you so muchs lah .
just sometimes less see you .
make me really not so like lor the feel ><
noe mah ?
mwacks!!! miss u ~~

aiyur dear.
why so sked im jk with you ?
im serious de ler ><
dont so worry larh .
seriously .
cant see you for so long really miss you .
but i cant do anything .
till wednesday only can see u ><
haih .
miss u aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

you still like this :(
why can't talk with me more when be with friends?
why can't walk with me when be with friends?
haihz. sometimes dunno how to express my feeling to you if you always like this=(
i love u ~

and i can't receive your msg when in the morning =(


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ah dear ah dear!
lol.
i really dint play with you le~
i love u damm much .
more than all my ex.
!!serious owhh ! i miss u more than miss myself! xd
dear happy ah today be with u ~ mwacks~
find more chance like today ah !!
hehe .. dear ,. bii waiting ur blog !! :D

missssssss

dear . i miss you so muchs

=(


mwacks~

i love you

宝贝啊~
我真的很爱你了~
你是我最爱了·~
没人能代替你~真的~
不要再想之前了哦~
呵呵~
还有啊~
懂宝贝明天弄早餐给我哦~
开心死了~呵呵·~
我一定会好好爱护你的啊~
老婆我爱你~ ♥ mwacks~

mwacks

hmm . yeap .
this is the 1st blog i cr8 to her.
haha . dear.
nahh . this is wad bii do for u ! haha`~
mwacks~ love you arh .
happy to have you :D
dats all today sin !XDD