dear . you know .
got somethings really fucking mind in my heart .
always your friends althought is boy , when they be with you ,you will just nothing.
but when me be with you.you need to so afraid bout your family or relatives?
i really hate when you don't border me and you told me relative shop or wad .
but when i see there are no people .
and your parents call you, you can stop me to talking , but ask SHIAN to fetch you back .
what the F . your family really like him than me right ?
so avoid me right ? i really doubt that after i get license can fetch you or not .
or else you'll call me stop the road behind your house and say scare your parents see me .
if this really happen , i rather go die.
i either be your friend like shian .
so damm beh song .
i look like a thief and when be with you will scare about the police.
you get what i mean ?
if i'm you, i will tell my parents nicely that i'm nothing or explain all to them.
at least better than now ..
i hate to 鬼鬼祟祟 .
maybe you'll said i duno to care about you . or ti liang you ..
but sometimes really safe can please you don't leave me alone ?
this is because i love you only i hate all of this .
i dont hope it'll happen again ..
really sad . and i duno what to do . :"(