dear :'(

dear.
sorry .
i know im not a good boy friend.
i kenot fetch you here fetch you there.
i know sumtimes i'll hard to control my emotion .
plz give me chance to change ok ?
actually , once dear tell me wan sit shian car back i really unhappy :'(
although he is my best fren .
i know he do ntg to you .
but ..
he did chased you before.
as a boy friend.
i very mind :'(
i mind because i have no afford to do the same thing to you .
and also i'll worry you will think such thing like...
feel regret that last time din choose him or think he is better than me.
haihz .
i knew it .
so sad .
dear if can don't always sit his car ok ?
or really no others way only do that can ?
i noe im selfish .
haihz ...........
dear i love you more than everything.
you know you're the 1st girl friend i control your daily life.
because i know you're really mine.
you really big much different i treat compare to my ex.
i will appreciate you the most okay ?
trust me .
few more month i can do the same things like shian .
wait me ok ?
i love you dear .
and i'll try my attitude dat easy angry on dear :'(
sorry !!

dear .


if situation allow, i want love you forever dear ! mwacks~